♫ My Heart Still Alive

For lack of blogging motivation, and sticking to a promise I made last month of blogging daily...I'm sharing something I wrote last summer. See how much I love ya'z?

Driving is my heaven, the wheel as my guide
The road tempts me to continue, God holding my hand
Singing aloud to me alone, I cant remember last I cried
My heart starts to scream, my soul is alive

My world seems to grow smaller every day
I would give anything to disappear, fly away
My heart in one place, my mind in another
Just keep my car moving, let my will stay strong
I have to keep stepping, life always goes on

I will learn to forgive, learn to love the things that I cannot heal
Just help me find the courage, to change what I cannot bear
Regardless of pain, unheeding consequence
Don’t let me make the same mistakes that left me broken yesterday

I know I’m alive, enough to feel pain
I’d give anything to feel alive, anything to love again
Lonely has no bounds, no limit to its reach
Every part of me can feel it, it goes soul deep

I realize that I’m not deserted or alone in this fight
My girls, my friends, my God, are still standing by my side
I will win this battle, my strength will be restored
Driving is my heaven, the wheel as my guide

I will learn to forgive, learn to love the things that I cannot heal
Just help me find the courage, to change what I cannot bear
Regardless of pain, unheeding consequence
Don’t let me make the same mistakes that left me broken yesterday

Yours Truly,
Nomz