Saturday, June 13, 2009

We'll call this blog "Closure"

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The time has come for a new chapter in this girl's life. Rase and I came to Cheyenne with barely a leg to stand on and, three years later, we're leaving with six.

Cheyenne has been the place I've like the least- I will attribute it to my crappy job, the wind, the snow, the strange people that seem to come out of the wood-works and the overall unfortunate happenings that have involved my family.

Ironically enough, the friends I have gained have been my favorite. I have had so many amazing friendships here that leaving makes me feel as if I'm leaving a part of me behind.

*Naomi*
I love you- in that blogger, sista, friend-to-confide-in, shopping student, girl-becoming-her-own and all around goddess way. You have inspired me to be myself and to try my hardest at everything. This blog rocks and it's because of your ability to share. When I grow up, I want to be like you. :)

*The Beverley Bunch*
Thank you for letting me be a Klingon for these last couple weeks. Like I've said, there is no way I will ever be able to put into words the gratitude I feel for you. From the very first time I met you (literally!) you have helped me (us) in any way you can. You will always hold such a special place in my heart. And I do expect a visit. :)



*Miss Ashley*
Where have you been my entire life?! I wish we had met sooner, I absolutely adore your face. You must come visit me in Idaho, pu-lease?! :)

*Lisa*
My park buddy! My brunette buddy! My adventure buddy! I'm so glad I convinced you to poke a hole through your nose and insert a pretty metal nose ring. :) Don't cry when I leave! It will only make me cry and feel absolutely horrible for needing to be gone from this place. Of course, you will let me know when you're going to take that road trip and we'll pick up with our adventure where we left off. :)

*Sylvia*
Please, please remember the things I told you. You are forgiven. But, if you want to see things change, you have to be willing to make changes of your own. Pursue Christ- let Him deliver you from the enemy and work out your troubles. He can do it better than you can, anyway. LYLAS.


*Sierra Trading Post*

You caused quite a lot of stress in my life and I am in no way sorry to leave you.

I can't wait to get away and, at the same time, I don't ever want to leave. So, I'll just suffice it with this song. Don't get me wrong, this girl is not a Miley Cyrus fan. But, for some reason, this song has completely and totally inspired me and has made me think of Cheyenne in a very fond way. After all, we don't grow without a little tribulation, right?

♫I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!♫

Psssst! Don't you dare think this will be my last blog! ;-)

-Sazaran

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